I thought battling an eating disorder during an election year was tough. I had no idea how grueling recovery during a pandemic would be – CNN
Sitting there in the dimly-lit, wood-paneled restaurant in Manchester, our Timberland boots crusted with ice, I reflected on everything that had happened up to that point. My grandma had died three weeks prior. I spent most of the week from Christmas Eve to New Year's Day under fluorescent lights at her hospital bedside.
The morning after her funeral, I got on a plane to Des Moines, Iowa, to get back to work on CNN's caucus coverage. My team coordinates the logistics for getting election news on air, and 2020 was already shaping up to be an unpredictable year.
I remember looking in the hotel mirror the morning of the Iowa caucuses and not recognizing myself. My hair had fallen out in clumps in the shower that morning. My face was somehow both bloated and sunken. My makeup no longer matche...